Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Since I Look Like A Demon...


The Gospel lesson for this Sunday is one of those passages that it simultaneously very simple and very, very complicated.  Basically, it goes something like this:  One Sabbath, near the beginning of Jesus’s ministry, Jesus went into a synagogue and began to preach.  And everyone was amazed at the authority with which Jesus preached.  Just then there was in their synagogue a man with an unclean spirit, and he cried out, "What have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth?  Have you come to destroy us?  I know who you are, the Holy One of God."  But Jesus rebuked him, saying, "Be silent, and come out of him!"  And the unclean spirit, convulsing him and crying with a loud voice, came out of him.  This only served to make the people even more amazed at Jesus’s authority--he can even command spirits!--and the news of what he had done spread all over the countryside like gossip through a middle school cafeteria.

It terms of the plot, it’s pretty simple, right?  But there’s one element that complicates matters for the post-modern reader.

And that one element is…  Demons.

Already it is happening—with the invocation of that single word, each and every one of you has experienced a different set of images, thoughts, and emotions.  Some of you are probably remembering the disturbing imagery of any number of popular movies and even television, from The Exorcist and The Amityville Horror to Buffy the Vampire Slayer and The Exorcism of Emily Rose.  Perhaps some of you disapprove of such dark musings, believing that such entertainment indirectly or unintentionally worships Satan.  And I imagine that some of you do not believe in Satan, or demons, at least not literally—humanity is capable of enough evil on its own and the real demonic forces are societal and personal and very human.

On the other hand, I once heard someone say that only rich white folk can afford to not believe in the devil.

There’s always another hand with which to say, “On the other hand…” isn’t there?

I have heard stories of addiction referred to as a battle with personal demons.  I have heard stories of struggle with mental illness in which the concept of demons seemed to be very literal.  Others see this Gospel lesson as demonizing what is simply an illness.

Actually, the idea of demonizing--presenting something or someone as purely evil or diabolic--is something geeks could teach a thing or two about.

For example, this concept always reminds me of one of the X-Men.  His name is Kurt Wagner, but he is known as Nightcrawler.   Kurt is covered in dark, blue fur, he has glowing eyes, his hands and feet have too few digits, he has a barbed, prehensile tail, and he has the power to disappear in a puff of smoke that smells of brimstone.  He looks like a demon, and yet not only is he one of the good guys, but he is also a devout Roman Catholic who was in training for the priesthood.  Can you imagine being Kurt Wagner, a truly good person who is unable to go out in public because the people, in their fear, might seek to harm you?

I’m still not sure what to say about the impudent little demon from the Gospel lesson.  But I once had a really interesting conversation with a group of clergy about how they would preach over the passage.  One pastor immediately described this passage as presenting itself as silly to the modern reader and concluded that the only way to make any kind of connection for you would be for me to share at least one of my personal demons with you all.  The next pastor said that I should be very careful of that kind of sharing and that he himself would not share any of his personal demons from the pulpit.  A third pastor said that this would be a great chance to say a prophetic word and name the demons of the church.  And a fourth pastor said that we should be very careful about naming the church’s demons, as she had heard a horrible story about a pastor naming something that turned out not to be true at all.

All this talk of naming or not naming demons reminds me of Harry Potter.  The arch-villain of the story is an evil wizard of unimaginable power who calls himself Lord Voldemort.  Most of the wizarding community refuses to call him by name out of fear that doing so might somehow invoke his evil presence.  He is instead called You-Know-Who, He Who Must Not Be Named, and The Dark Lord.

If Arthur has Merlin, and Luke Skywalker has Obi-Wan Kenobi, then Harry Potter has Albus Dumbledore.  And at the end of the first book, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone, Harry almost slips and says the name “Voldemort” in the presence of Dumbledore.  When he catches himself and says “You-Know-Who,” instead Dumbledore says, "Call him Voldemort, Harry. Always use the proper name for things. Fear of a name increases fear of the thing itself."  Dumbledore’s advice is wise, for needlessly increasing your fear of something is to give it power that it would not normally have.

In fact, no matter how you define what a demon, or a demonic force, is, we can learn from Dumbledore’s advice here.  We have to be careful not to give the demonic power that it does not have on its own.  And so I want to let you in on a little secret.

Sunday’s Gospel lesson is not about the demon.

Even the demon acknowledges that it is not the star of the story.  This Gospel lesson is about Jesus.  Jesus is the one with the power in this story.  Jesus is the one with the authority.  When Jesus teaches, he teaches as one who has authority.  And whether you believe in a literal demon who speaks, saying, “What have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth?  Have you come to destroy us?  I know who you are, the Holy One of God.” or if you believe that the demon is a metaphor for the societal ills that Jesus continually preached against, or if your beliefs fall somewhere between the two—when Jesus interacts with the demon, Jesus is the one with the power.  Jesus is the one who speaks with authority.


It really is just that simple.

Be good to each other,
RevJosh
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The scripture lessons for January 25th—The 4th Sunday After Epiphany—are:


Deuteronomy 18:15-20

The Lord your God will raise up for you a prophet like me from among your own people; you shall heed such a prophet. This is what you requested of the Lord your God at Horeb on the day of the assembly when you said: "If I hear the voice of the Lord my God any more, or ever again see this great fire, I will die." Then the Lord replied to me: "They are right in what they have said. I will raise up for them a prophet like you from among their own people; I will put my words in the mouth of the prophet, who shall speak to them everything that I command. Anyone who does not heed the words that the prophet shall speak in my name, I myself will hold accountable. But any prophet who speaks in the name of other gods, or who presumes to speak in my name a word that I have not commanded the prophet to speak — that prophet shall die."

Psalm 111

Praise God! I will give thanks to God
  with my whole heart,
in the company of the upright,
  in the congregation.

Great are the works of God,
  studied by all who delight in them.

Full of honor and majesty is God's work,
  and God's righteousness endures forever.

God has gained renown by wonderful deeds;
  God is gracious and merciful.

God provides food for those who fear God;
  God is ever mindful of God's covenant.

God has shown God's people
  the power of God's works,
in giving them the heritage
  of the nations.

The works of God's hands
  are faithful and just;
all God's precepts are trustworthy.

They are established forever and ever,
  to be performed with faithfulness
  and uprightness.

God sent redemption to God's people;
  God has commanded God's covenant forever.
Holy and awesome is God's name.

The fear of God is the beginning of wisdom;
  all those who practice it have a good understanding.
God's praise endures forever.

1 Corinthians 8:1-13

Now concerning food sacrificed to idols: we know that "all of us possess knowledge." Knowledge puffs up, but love builds up. Anyone who claims to know something does not yet have the necessary knowledge; but anyone who loves God is known by him.

Hence, as to the eating of food offered to idols, we know that "no idol in the world really exists," and that "there is no God but one." Indeed, even though there may be so-called gods in heaven or on earth — as in fact there are many gods and many lords — yet for us there is one God, the Father, from whom are all things and for whom we exist, and one Lord, Jesus Christ, through whom are all things and through whom we exist.

It is not everyone, however, who has this knowledge. Since some have become so accustomed to idols until now, they still think of the food they eat as food offered to an idol; and their conscience, being weak, is defiled. "Food will not bring us close to God." We are no worse off if we do not eat, and no better off if we do. But take care that this liberty of yours does not somehow become a stumbling block to the weak. For if others see you, who possess knowledge, eating in the temple of an idol, might they not, since their conscience is weak, be encouraged to the point of eating food sacrificed to idols? So by your knowledge those weak believers for whom Christ died are destroyed. But when you thus sin against members of your family, and wound their conscience when it is weak, you sin against Christ. Therefore, if food is a cause of their falling, I will never eat meat, so that I may not cause one of them to fall.

Mark 1:21-28

They went to Capernaum; and when the sabbath came, he entered the synagogue and taught. They were astounded at his teaching, for he taught them as one having authority, and not as the scribes. Just then there was in their synagogue a man with an unclean spirit, and he cried out, "What have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are, the Holy One of God." But Jesus rebuked him, saying, "Be silent, and come out of him!" And the unclean spirit, convulsing him and crying with a loud voice, came out of him. They were all amazed, and they kept on asking one another, "What is this? A new teaching — with authority! He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him." At once his fame began to spread throughout the surrounding region of Galilee.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

The Little Ones Were Crawling Into A Strange Glowing Ooze...

Yup, all from the same cosmic rays!
If you prefer your science fiction hard, look away now!  But I've always thought that the origin stories of comic book superheroes (and supervillains for that matter) are really interesting.  They might not be very scientific—heck, Stan Lee freely admits that he has no idea what a mutant or gamma radiation is but that he recognized that they sounded pretty cool—but I think it's fun to look at all the different ways super powers have been bestowed on characters over the years.  Because the last thing we need is more than one character having the same origin story, right?
Well...  I suppose there's the Fantastic Four, all gaining their powers from the same cosmic rays.

But that's not my favorite shared origin story!

My favorite shared origin story has to do with the Marvel character, Daredevil.  As a young man, Matt Murdock saw that a blind man crossing the street was about to be run down by a speeding truck.  He rushed into traffic and tackled the man as the truck swerved to avoid them both.  In the ensuing traffic accident a container of radioactive material is knocked loose from the truck, striking Murdock in the head, blinding him and heightening his remaining senses to superhuman levels.
Hey!  Where'd that cylinder go?
Ah, but what happened to the canister after it hit Murdock between the eyes?  Well...  it's not official because the heroes I'm about mention originated in an indie comic, not Marvel.  But...  if you look at the origin story of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, you'll see young man save a blind man from being run down in the street by a truck.  In the ensuing traffic accident a container of glowing green ooze (hey, that has to be radioactive, doesn't it?) strikes the young man in the head before bouncing off the pavement and striking a glass bowl with four turtles inside from the hands of a young boy.

Should someone call HAZMAT?  No?
Turtles, shards of glass—and a canister of glowing green ooze all end up in the sewer together.  The ooze causes the turtles to mutate, becoming humanoid, along with their rat ninjutsu-master.  So that one container of ooze is responsible for the origins of five (six if you include Splinter) heroes who can trace their origins back to that one container.

That's even more insidious than the cosmic rays that brought about the Fantastic Four!

There's something about the origin stories that remind me of the call narratives in the gospels—especially the more insidious origin stories, like the cosmic rays and the green ooze.  I think it has something to do with the way the disciples are suddenly, irrevocably changed.  I mean, think about it, Jesus is strolling along the shoreline and sees a couple of fishermen.  And he just kind of goes, "Hey you, yeah you, follow me!"

And they do.

They walk away from their jobs, their livelihoods, their families and follow Jesus.  And you have to wonder why, don't you?  In fact, many, many words have been written about the disciples and why they answered the call of Jesus and what that all means.  More and more I'm inclined to approach this story the same way that I approach Genesis.  The gospel writers aren't primarily telling a story about the disciples.  They're telling a story about God and God's relationship with humanity.  And so the sudden shift in the disciples shouldn't be any more surprising than Matt Murdock gaining super-senses or four turtles becoming crime-fighting ninja.

Because God's presence in our lives is even more insidious than green ooze!

Use your power for good,
Rev. Josh
012015




The scripture lessons for January 25th—The 3rd Sunday After Epiphany—are:

Jonah 3:1-5, 10

The word of the Lord came to Jonah a second time, saying, "Get up, go to Nineveh, that great city, and proclaim to it the message that I tell you." So Jonah set out and went to Nineveh, according to the word of the Lord. Now Nineveh was an exceedingly large city, a three days' walk across. Jonah began to go into the city, going a day's walk. And he cried out, "Forty days more, and Nineveh shall be overthrown!"

And the people of Nineveh believed God; they proclaimed a fast, and everyone, great and small, put on sackcloth. When God saw what they did, how they turned from their evil ways, God changed his mind about the calamity that he had said he would bring upon them; and he did not do it.

Psalm 62:5-12

For God alone my soul waits in silence,
   for my hope is from God.

God alone is my rock
 and my salvation, my fortress;
I shall not be shaken.

On God rests my deliverance and my honor;
 my mighty rock, my refuge is in God.

Trust in God at all times, O people;
 pour out your heart before God;
 who is a refuge for us.

Those of low estate are but a breath,
 those of high estate are a delusion;
in the balances they go up;
 they are together lighter than a breath.

Put no confidence in extortion,
 and set no vain hopes on robbery;
if riches increase, do not set your heart on them.

Once God has spoken; twice have I heard this:
 that power belongs to God,
and steadfast love belongs to you, O God.

For you repay to all
 according to their work.

1 Corinthians 7:29-31

I mean, brothers and sisters, the appointed time has grown short; from now on, let even those who have wives be as though they had none, and those who mourn as though they were not mourning, and those who rejoice as though they were not rejoicing, and those who buy as though they had no possessions, and those who deal with the world as though they had no dealings with it. For the present form of this world is passing away.

Mark 1:14-20

Now after John was arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the good news of God, and saying, "The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God has come near; repent, and believe in the good news." As Jesus passed along the Sea of Galilee, he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting a net into the sea — for they were fishermen. And Jesus said to them, "Follow me and I will make you fish for people." And immediately they left their nets and followed him. As he went a little farther, he saw James son of Zebedee and his brother John, who were in their boat mending the nets. Immediately he called them; and they left their father Zebedee in the boat with the hired men, and followed him.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

The Lidless Eye

Maybe it's the poet in me, but I love the Psalms.  And I think my very favorite is in the lectionary for Sunday, Psalm 139.  That's the one that starts:
O God, you have searched me and known me.
  You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
you discern my thoughts from far away.
Maybe it's kind of funny that it's my favorite.  After all, that psalm kind of makes God sound like Sauron and his all-seeing Eye.  Or maybe Big Brother watching you.

Or this classic restroom prank!
But that's not how I read the 139th Psalm.  I actually find it comforting, not creepy!  For example, when I have the opportunity to pray with a group through the sharing of joys and concerns we frequently respond to each little prayer with words like, "God of Grace, hear our prayer."  When the people are done voicing their prayers out loud I like to end with this thought, "The Psalmist tells us that God knows what we are going to say before the words can even form on our tongue.  And so we know.  We know that God has heard our prayers, both those spoken out loud (or typed into Second Life chat) and those spoken in the silence of our hearts..."  I don't know about you, but I find that comforting.

But that's the pastoral perspective more than a geek perspective.

When I look at Psalm 139 as a geek, I'm struck by the idea of labels—of identity.  The word "geek" probably has Germanic roots, "geck" meaning "fool" or "freak."  The word eventually came to be synonymous with a certain kind of freak show act—one where people did insane things like bite the heads off of live animals.  (I don't condone that, by the way.)  I don't know how it came to mean somebody who loved something so much—be it comic books or video games, or the work of J.R.R. Tolkien—that they're considered socially retarded.

But the first person to watch someone wax poetic about the work of Jack Kirby and say, "What a geek!" can't have meant it as a compliment.

And despite the whole geek chic phenomenon, that pejorative still at the heart of what it means to be a geek.  I know I've quoted her before, but I still think that Felicia Day said it best:  
The substance of what it means to be a geek is essentially someone who’s brave enough to love something against judgment.  The heart of being a geek is a little bit of rejection.
So, what happens when it's you that people are comparing to the freak that can only make a living biting the heads off animals?  What happens when it's you that Julie Smith is accusing of being:
...a bright young man turned inward, poorly socialized, who felt so little kinship with his own planet that he routinely traveled to the ones invented by his favorite authors, who thought of that secret, dreamy place his computer took him to as cyberspace—somewhere exciting, a place more real than his own life, a land he could conquer, not a drab teenager's room in his parents' house.
The only positive thing you can do is stand up and define yourself as something worthwhile.  As someone who grew up Christian, I was able to do that by turning to scripture like Genesis 1:27 or Psalm 139 and define myself as created, declared good, and unconditionally loved by God.  So when I read this psalm, I didn't see Sauron or Big Brother.  It's more like reading that my best friend and biggest fan will always, always be there.  It's like hearing the truth of Fred Rodgers's ministry:  God loves you just the way you are.

That truth made it so much easier for me to do what every geek ends up doing.  You see that people are going to judge you for loving what you love.  And you love it anyway.  And then you stand up and say, "Yeah, I'm a geek.  And I'm proud of it.  And I don't care if you judge me for it."

God loves you just the way you are.
Be good to each other,
Rev. Josh
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Tuesday, January 6, 2015

The Lord forgives everything, but I'm just a prophet…


I find the ministry of Paul as it is revealed in the Book of Acts and in his own letters strangely comforting.  It's full of trials and tribulations and horrid church politics and bitter arguments within the church leadership...  I mean, Christians have had problems being the church together from its inception.  And I find that oddly comforting.

I mean, there are so many differing traditions and interpretations within post-modern Christianity that I think we'll always have disagreements.  Reading about the very similar disagreements in the early church somehow gives me hope.

Take Baptism for example.  Even Protestants and Catholics agree that it's a sacrament, but there are all kinds of things about Baptism that we can argue about.  Some Christians believe that we are born sinful, and therefore infants must be Baptized ASAP or risk going to hell.  Other Christians believe that Baptism involves an important personal commitment, and therefore you shouldn't be Baptized until you're old enough to make such an important decision for yourself.  In most traditions, once you've been Baptized, you're Baptized forever, but the Mormons will re-baptize you to show a commitment to their movement or as part of a healing ritual.

So I find it interesting when I read in the Book of Acts that Paul once found a group of Christian converts in Ephesus and asked them about their experience of the Holy Spirit when they became members.  And they said, "This is the first we've heard of the Holy Spirit."

So Paul asked them, "Well, what kind of Baptism did you have, then?"

Sounds like a legitimate question to me!  And to them, too, apparently, because they immediately said, "The kind that John the Baptist did."

And Paul told them that John baptized for the remission of sins and repentance, but that he also taught the people that should believe in the One who would come after him--in other words, to believe in Jesus.  And so Paul Baptized them in the name of Jesus, and the Holy Spirit descended on them and they did all the awesome and powerful Holy Spirit things.  And all was cool.

As a geek, I look at that passage from Acts and I can't help but think about the plot of a video game that has the reputation for having one of the best storylines--with one of the best surprises--in the history of gaming.  And while I'm going to do my level best to talk about it in generalities, please consider this a Spoiler Alert:  I intend to talk about Bioshock: Infinite.  If you haven't played it through yet, and you haven't had the plot spoiled yet, proceed with caution!!


Ok, so, one of the most interesting and disturbing things about Bioshock: Infinite for me as a Christian geek is the fact that the difference between our hero and the arch-villain--literally the only difference--is the fact that one of them decided to be Baptized and the other didn't.

And it's the hero who did not.

Both hero and villain were soldiers.  Both were a part of the horrifying brutality of the Wounded Knee massacre.  But the hero decided to wallow in guilt as he descended into a pit of addiction to alcohol and gambling.  The arch-villain accepted Baptism and was reborn as a megalomaniacal despot.  It's a classic story of absolute power corrupts absolutely--and yet the turning point in the character's development is... Baptism.


Which begs the question, what kind of Baptism?

We don't know much from the game about what comes after, but the pastor who Baptized the arch-villain appears to be an itinerant frontier type.  There was certainly no education about what Baptism means before it was offered, and I suspect that he was left to his own devices afterwords.  Jesus is not mentioned once, unless you count a reference to "the blood of the Lamb."  Every question leading up to the event is about sin, including the reference to the Lamb.

So...  it's a Baptism for the remission of sin, but not in the name of Jesus.  It sounds like what Paul describes as the Baptism of John--the kind that doesn't include the Holy Spirit.

What I'm trying to say is that at best, the Baptism he was offered wiped clean the personal sins up until that point.  And his response to that grace was to use it to rationalize even greater evil acts in the future.

That's not what Baptism is supposed to be.  That's not the proper response to the grace of God.  And it's certainly not a sign that the Spirit is present.  And it does not fairly represent what Christianity is supposed to be about.

Ironically, the hero, who refused Baptism, more closely represents what being a Christian is like.  It's a journey.  One where you constantly try to live up to the grace of God--and live down all those things that you have to be guilty about.

Baptism isn't just about cleaning your sins, in other words, it's about repentance--literally turning away from the bad and back towards the good.

That's really the difference between our hero and our arch-villain.  The hero is repentant and the arch-villain is completely unrepentant.

It really is just that simple.

Be good to each other,
Rev. Josh
010615

The scripture lessons for January 11th—The 1st Sunday After Epiphany—are:


Genesis 1:1-5
In the beginning when God created the heavens and the earth, the earth was a formless void and darkness covered the face of the deep, while a wind from God swept over the face of the waters.

Then God said, "Let there be light"; and there was light. And God saw that the light was good; and God separated the light from the darkness. God called the light Day, and the darkness he called Night. And there was evening and there was morning, the first day.

Psalm 29
Ascribe to God, O heavenly beings,
   ascribe to God glory and strength.

Ascribe to God the glory of God's name;
   worship God in holy splendor.

The voice of God is over the waters;
   the God of glory thunders,
God, over mighty waters.

The voice of God is powerful;
   the voice of God is full of majesty.

The voice of God breaks the cedars;
   God breaks the cedars of Lebanon.

God makes Lebanon skip like a calf,
   and Sirion like a young wild ox.

The voice of God flashes forth
   in flames of fire.

The voice of God shakes the wilderness;
   God shakes the wilderness of Kadesh.

The voice of God causes the oaks to whirl,
   and strips the forest bare;
and in God's temple all say, "Glory!"

God sits enthroned over the flood;
   God sits enthroned as ruler forever.

May God give strength to the people!
   May God bless the people with peace!

Acts 19:1-7
While Apollos was in Corinth, Paul passed through the interior regions and came to Ephesus, where he found some disciples. He said to them, "Did you receive the Holy Spirit when you became believers?" They replied, "No, we have not even heard that there is a Holy Spirit." Then he said, "Into what then were you baptized?" They answered, "Into John's baptism." Paul said, "John baptized with the baptism of repentance, telling the people to believe in the one who was to come after him, that is, in Jesus." On hearing this, they were baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus. When Paul had laid his hands on them, the Holy Spirit came upon them, and they spoke in tongues and prophesied — altogether there were about twelve of them.

Mark 1:4-11
John the baptizer appeared in the wilderness, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. And people from the whole Judean countryside and all the people of Jerusalem were going out to him, and were baptized by him in the river Jordan, confessing their sins. Now John was clothed with camel's hair, with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. He proclaimed, "The one who is more powerful than I is coming after me; I am not worthy to stoop down and untie the thong of his sandals. I have baptized you with water; but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit."

In those days Jesus came from Nazareth of Galilee and was baptized by John in the Jordan. And just as he was coming up out of the water, he saw the heavens torn apart and the Spirit descending like a dove on him. And a voice came from heaven, "You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased."